Feeling Excited for Fitness!!!

I am daydreaming of being active again!!!  Of having energy again!!  And of getting my ass kicked again. I know it's going to be hard. Especially with my 2 Beebees. But I've done many difficult things in my life and I know being healthy is one of those things that is worth it and will ultimately benefit me and my family.  G and I have agreed to set up times that we can each set aside to dedicate to ourselves.

I am also being realistic.  I know i won't has as much time and/or energy like I did before so I will try not to get impatient and frustrated (yeah right. Lol)  But seriously, I'm going to get back to it without the expectation that I will "bounce back" quickly.  So many told me I would last time, and I didn't, despite my efforts.  I was told the weight would "fall right off" and I hardly loat any after 1 week post partum.

I should have known better though. I don't want to use pcos as an excuse as to why I lose weight slowly, but I think there may be something to that.  It took me a long time to lose weight before so I'm just going to do what I did before and put the scale away and focus on non scale victories. I have my fit bit ready to go again for when it's time as an extra little motivation. But the real motivation are my boys. And how amazing I feel when I am working on improving myself.

For now, I'll sit back and try to enjoy my last couple weeks for pregnancy. Then I'll focus on my recovery and figuring out how to juggle my babies. THEN I'll add in the fitness aspect.  I'm hoping that by having some decent premade frozen meals, I can at least get back on board with the nutrition part.