Tomorrow, Mason will be one year old. There is so much running through my head, it's almost too much to process. I've been sort of an emotional mess the last couple days and part of it is how overwhelmed I am at how full my life feels with Mason in it. What a beautiful year it's been.
I've spent 6 of those 12 months pregnant with Masons little brother and, I won't lie, it's been very hard. But if you've followed my blog at all you already know this. It's still been amazing watching Mason grow and learn. But I need to mention that Garrett has been our rock. I would be lost without that man. He is such an amazing dad and watching him step up and take care of a sick, pregnant wife and our baby has made me love him even more! I love him more than words and he has given me the most precious gift(s) I could ever ask for. Obviously, my children, but also a partner and best friend to navigate this life with, truly in good times and bad.
It's hard to imagine loving another child as much as Mason but I've been reassured that it is, in fact, possible! And I know I will. It's just tough to wrap my head around that much love!
I love waking up each day because I love being with Mason. When it's time for Mason to go to sleep, I can't wait to do it all again the next day...even if we've had a rough day! I absolutely love my life as a mother. Sometimes it's downright tough. But the rewards far outweigh the tough times.
July 30th will forever be one of my favorite days. It is the day my lifelong dream came true and I was blessed with my little man and become a mom. My heart is so full! Happy birthday (tomorrow) to my little punkin.
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