Ugh!!! The Pain!!!

Feeling pretty gnarly tonight.  Ugh.  Not so much nauseous, although there is a bit of that but those pains I was feeling, the ones I was talking about in my weekly update, they have gotten worse. My OB's office opens at 8 tomorrow and I will definitely be calling.

It's so hard for me to differentiate what is "normal" and what isn't.  It could be perfectly normal for me to experience pains towards my lady bits because of the scar tissue. But the thing that's alarming to me (if you want to avoid TMI, don't finish this sentence), is after I pee, when I go to wipe, even that hurts if I'm not careful.  Everything is super tender! And even around my c section scar hurts when I move a certain way.  Again, I know that is probably normal but I'm not sure if the amount of pain I'm feeling is normal.

I don't know! I can sit here and speculate till the cows come home and still not know what the hell is going on. I'm hoping that Dr. Miser will be able to squeeze me in even just for a cervix check.  Although, I'm reeeally not looking forward to one. I mean, it hurts to wipe so I can't imagine how it will feel having her jam her fingers up my crotch and feeling around on my cervix. Owwie! But I just want to know.  

Anyway. I am just having a bit of anxiety about this so I wanted to get it out somewhere.  I know in could always go into L&D, and I will is it gets bad. I would just prefer to talk to someone who is invested in my pregnancy and knows why these things are alarming to me when they might not be for someone else.