Starting Over

Have I mentioned lately how much I adore being a mom.  I was born for this!!!!

In other news....

I went on another run today.  I ran 1.25 miles today! I also went to Zumba.  Tomorrow, I will focus more on resistance stuff.  Next week, I'm busting out the weights, though!  I miss lifting!!!  My checkup is tomorrow!!!  But at this point, it seems almost a formality!  I feel so good. I'm making sure I don't so anything the injure myself by easing back into things.

As amazing as it feels to get moving again, it tough "starting over." I don't care what anyone says, it is discouraging to think about what I was doing before and what I am doing now.  It's hard to look in the mirror and not like what I see anymore.  I know I will again someday and it won't discourage me from pushing forward...but I'd be lying if I said it isn't tough to be at place I'd hoped I wouldn't be again.

I still feel a little bitter about the rocky pregnancy but it's no use dwelling on it! I have a perfectly healthy boy.  I gladly sacrificed my body and health so I could bring Mason into the world safely.  But now it's time to repair the damage.

Thank you to those who have given me encouragement!!!!  It's nice to know I have that support.  Also, thanks to those who are trying to hinder my progress.  I just use it as fuel!  Haha!

Also....I love being a mom!  Just in case I haven't said that in a while...