Discouraging Week.

This week has been hard...mentally.  Probably because I've been doing "real" workouts and it has become so very apparent how far back I slid.  I wanted SO BAD to be a bad ass pregnant chick who lifted and worked out through my whole pregnancy! I had the motivation and dedication.  But my body, once again, let me down.  Don't get me wrong. I wouldn't change it. Mason is the most amazing thing that's ever happened. And honestly, I will have an even greater appreciation for my body when it's on top shape.

I want to get even more in shape and ripped than I was before.  I'll probably chill a little on the cardio and focus a little more on lifting.  I love cardio but I want the strength and muscle definition!  Plus, I want to work on the heavy bag and speed bag stuff!  I finally put together the stand that mom got me! She's getting us the heavy bag tomorrow! So happy to be back working out in the garage!

So yeah, this week has been filled with a lot of discouragement. Even a few tears at the realization of how out of shape I am. But I'm trying to change my thought process. Instead of comparing myself to where I was last year, I need to compare myself to where I was last week.  Or 2 weeks ago. Or when i started working out again.  2 weeks ago, I was doing pelvic tilts on the floor and having a hard time getting up off the floor.  Now, I'm running, lifting and doing full workouts, such as piyo.  Hopefully in a few weeks, I can cut back on a few of the modifications in piyo.

I'm thinking that in order to keep myself mentally on track I will get a little whiteboard for the garage and write down my big accomplishments for the week!  It will hopefully be a reminder of my progress!

As far as Mason news, it's kind of a big one. I already posted the smiling video.  So that was super duper exciting. He also had a date with Mallory yesterday! She was born on Tuesday and she's amazingly adorable! It's going to be so amazing to watch them grow up together! I'm excited for all the play dates in their future!  And today, Mason was discovering his tongue. At least, that's what I think he was doing! He kept sticking out his tongue. So cute!!!!  He's been sooo alert! Following objects with his whole head...not just his eyes! Been doing more eye contact as well.  I love watching him grow!