June

I ordered Turbofire.  Shits getting real in June. Im eating healthier and starting Turbofire. I just need the structure and schedule right now in my life...where there is no structure. Lol.

I've partially hesitated trying to cut things in my diet because I've been trying to avoid a milk supply drop. But I have blown passed my initial goals with the breastmilk. Never thought I'd make it long enough to give Malcolm fresh breastmilk for his recovery from cleft repair. So whatever happens to my supply after June happens. And we'll roll with it.

I think I was sent a little reminder of how far I've come...even where I'm at now. I found this picture while cleaning. I didn't think there were any pics of me from this time. This was my heaviest. This was when I realized how unhealthy I was. Even where I'm at now is so much better than where I was. I'm still hovering around 175. In that picture, I was closer to 220ish.

I'm looking forward to feeling strong again!! 

First, we need to get through this surgery!